#AMonthOnFilm – Layers

11—Layers Layers of emotions, feelings and trauma written on layers of paper in my journal #amonthonfilm is a photo project with prompts hosted by two photographers on InstagramPhoto taken: June 11, 2020 For this project I used: Nikon FE, Kodak Portra 400 film developed & scanned by The Darkroom Lab

#AMonthOnFilm – Something comforting

10—Something comforting Holding onto my blanket while sitting on the couch. Had a really hard afternoon and spent it on the couch with the comfort of my soft, warm blanket #amonthonfilm is a photo project with prompts hosted by two photographers on InstagramPhoto taken: June 10, 2020 For this project I used: Nikon FE, KodakContinue reading “#AMonthOnFilm – Something comforting”

#AMonthOnFilm – A mindful moment

9—A mindful moment Went outside on the porch while it was raining at a time when I was struggling—hearing the rain, feeling the rain, seeing the rain #amonthonfilm is a photo project with prompts hosted by two photographers on InstagramPhoto taken: June 9, 2020 For this project I used: Nikon FE, Kodak Portra 400 filmContinue reading “#AMonthOnFilm – A mindful moment”

#AMonthOnFilm – I’m feeling…

8—I’m feeling… Extra anxious, depressed, not really here, just wanting to fade away forever #amonthonfilm is a photo project with prompts hosted by two photographers on InstagramPhoto taken: June 8, 2020 For this project I used: Nikon FE, Kodak Portra 400 film developed & scanned by The Darkroom Lab

#AMonthOnFilm – Hands

7—Hands Ben’s hand on my leg. His hands on my leg or back often help provide gentle comfort and calm in the middle of extreme anxiety, somatic flashbacks and emotional flashbacks. I am thankful for the support he gives through his hands especially when there are no words sufficient for the moment. #amonthonfilm is aContinue reading “#AMonthOnFilm – Hands”

#AMonthOnFilm – Looking up

6—Looking upJust looking up at the sunset sky from our yard. I took two shots because I was anxious and rushed through the first shot and didn’t think I got a very good view the first time. #amonthonfilm is a photo project with prompts hosted by two photographers on InstagramPhoto taken: June 6, 2020 ForContinue reading “#AMonthOnFilm – Looking up”

#AMonthOnFilm – Traces of covid

5—Traces of covidJust a picture on my phone that I took yesterday of me and Ben at his oncology appointment. It was so strange to have to go through a screening line to enter the hospital and have to wear a mask (until now that’s been normal for my husband but not me). I wasContinue reading “#AMonthOnFilm – Traces of covid”

#AMonthOnFilm – Outside looking in

4—Outside looking inJust a basic photo with me standing on the porch at sunset looking through the living room window at all 4 kids facing me. I enjoy this photo and I would have liked to have taken a less posed, more real life or documentary style picture but I guess I decided to playContinue reading “#AMonthOnFilm – Outside looking in”

#AMonthOnFilm – Routine

3—RoutineHere are my feet on the Wii balance board. My exercise is part of my routine. This gentle exercise— at least walking each day—has been so helpful for me. It might seem cheesy and ineffective but for me, right now, this is what works and is attainable. I don’t expect to be in fantastic shapeContinue reading “#AMonthOnFilm – Routine”